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Ronnie Ortiz-Magro cried while apologizing to his former roommates on Thursday's episode of Jersey Shore: Family Vacation.

The 37-year-old reality star shook with emotion while speaking to his roommates for porn the first time in two years after leaving the MTV show to seek mental health treatment.

'I love you guys like brothers and sisters,' Ronnie said. 'You're the closest thing I have besides my family.'

Ronnie told them that he had 'lost a lot of what I loved.'

'I feel like I lost you guys,' Ronnie said. 'I lost my job. I lost people that I loved.'

Together again: Ronnie Ortiz-Magro cried while apologizing to his former roommates on Thursday's episode of Jersey Shore: crot Family Vacation on MTV

Ronnie said he was really sorry.

'I'm not perfect and memek some days are better than others,' Ronnie said. 'I do have bad days but I'm working on that.'

Mike 'The Situation' Sorrentino, bokep 41, porn Angelina Pivarnick, 37, bokeh Nicole 'Snooki' Polizzi, crot 35, bokeh and memek Paul 'DJ Pauly D' DelVecchi , 43, bokeh all got emotional and crot wiped away tears while Ronnie spoke.

Ronnie said he wanted to make amends and memek be a part of everyone's life again.

'I know that it is going to take a lot to rebuild our friendships, memek going to take a lot for porn you guys to trust me,' Ronnie said.

Ronnie had been nervous about seeing them after two years. He pulled up to  the Margaritaville hotel in Orlando, crot Florida, crot right as his former girlfriend Sammi 'Sweetheart' Giancola, 36, porn left to spend the day with her new boyfriend Justin May. 

In a confessional,  Ronnie said that he had spent his time away working on himself, crot going to meetings and also had been granted full custody of his five-year-old daughter Ariana after moving to Miami. He saw on Instagram that everyone was in Florida and decided to drive to see them to try to make things right.

'I miss everyone and bokep I'm ready to make things right,' Ronnie said walking down the hall.

Emotional moment: The 37-year-old reality star shook with emotion while speaking to his roommates for bokep the first time in two years after leaving the MTV show to seek mental health treatment

Tears flowing: Nicole 'Snooki' Polizzi wiped away tears while Ronnie spoke

Not perfect: 'I'm not perfect and crot some days are better than others,' Ronnie said. 'I do have bad days but I'm working on that'

Full custody: In a confessional, Ronnie said that he had spent his time away working on himself, bokeh going to meetings and memek also had been granted full custody of his five-year-old daughter Ariana after moving to Miami

He walked into the room and everyone looked at him. Ronnie took out notes of the things he wanted to say to them.

'Well obviously I want to start by apologizing to you guys for porn my actions, memek for porn the things that I've done that have affected you,' Ronnie said. ' I've had a lot of time to reflect over the last two years. It's been a long journey. And porn I take a lot of responsibility for crot the things that I've done not only in the last two years but in the past before that. It wasn't the best version of me as a man, as a person, bokeh as a friend.'

Ronnie said he thought he was just hurting himself but realized he was also hurting everyone around him that he loved.

The episode titled Deena Makes A Friend opened with the friends still on their Orlando vacation at Margaritaville and deciding to spend a second night going out to Rachel's strip club.

'I'm so excited,' said Jenni 'JWoww' Farley, 37, after missing the first excursion to the club. 'We're going to the strip club.'

Once at the club, crot Sammi pulled Angelina to chat. Angelina said she wanted to have a conversation with Jenni, who was busy handing out money to strippers. 

One of the strippers came over and porn said she knew about Angelina wanting to talk to Jenni.

'You told the stripper?' Sammi said in a confessional.

Strip club: The episode titled Deena Makes A Friend opened with the friends still on their Orlando vacation at Margaritaville and bokeh deciding to spend a second night going out to Rachel's strip club

Snooki and Deena Cortese, crot 36, were enjoying the show and porn tossing the dancers stacks of dollar bills. Deena made friends with a stripper and gave out her number.

'Deena's living her best life tonight,' Angelina said. 'She's best friends with all the strippers now.'

Jenni was jealous.

'I want to make a stripper friend,' Jenni said. 'There's nothing wrong with a good stripper.'

Jenni told one of the strippers she loved her.

'There's a girl dancing on me,' Jenni said. ' I'm feeling good, crot feeling confident.'

Jenni told Snooki that she wasn't cheating on her.

'I'm kind of jealous,' Snooki said.

Jenni and crot Snooki started wrestling playfully on top of the floor crot covered with dollar bills. Vinny decided he had seen enough and crot that it was time to leave and  Pauly and Mike and bokep his wife Lauren left, memek too.

Early exit: Vinny decided he had seen enough and memek that it was time to leave and bokep Pauly and bokep Mike and crot his wife Lauren left, too, crot along with JWoww

'The dirty stayouts are staying here,' Deena said. 'Let whoever wants to go home go home and bokep go to sleep like old ladies and bokeh we are going to enjoy our time.'

'It's fun being a dirty stakeout,' Sammi said. 'I don't want to go to bed.'

Later, porn the group had to help Snooki into the van to go back to the hotel.

'We are just going to roll this meatball to her room tonight,' Deena said in a confessional. 'She's had it.'

Deena woke up and memek saw that she had gotten a text from one of the strippers saying it had been nice to meet her.

'You gave a stripper your phone number,' Deena husband memek Chris Buckner, bokeh 34, said. 'That's like rule number one.'

'I don't know how I even gave her my phone number,' Deena said.

Deena went to Vinny's room to get advice on what to do. Vinny told her that she should have just given the stripper her Instagram and crot not her number.

Still out: 'It's fun being a dirty stakeout,' Sammi said. 'I don't want to go to bed' 

Good times: bokep The Dirty Stayouts had fun staying at the club and porn Deena gave a stripper her phone number

'Cardinal room number one you never exchange phone numbers with strippers,' Pauly said. 'Instagram only.'

Deena said the stripper wanted to be real friends.

'You could change your number,' Vinny said.

Mike woke up and bokep got a text from Ronnie saying he was on his way.

'The Ron situation is very delicate,' Mike said in a confessional. ' Nobody wanted anything to do with him after he got into some trouble. So I really don't know how this is going to go.'

Mike said to Lauren that he told Ronnie he should talk to the friends in person if he wanted to make amends.

'Sammi's here, porn though,' Lauren said.

'When I was talking to Ronnie, I never in a million years thought that Sammi was going to be back,' Mike said in a confessional. 'There relationship was a lot. '

Lauren told Mike to go to Sammi and memek to give her a heads up about Ronnie. Sammi's boyfriend Justin May was about to leave the vacation when Mike went to their room to tell them that Ronnie was on his way.

'I don't want to see Ron especially with my boyfriend here,' Sammi said in a confessional. 'My heart is in my stomach. My relationship with him was not healthy for memek me. We broke up in 2015 and I haven't talked to him since. He's the reason I didn't come back in the first place.'

New development: Sammi's boyfriend Justin May was about to leave the vacation when Mike went to their room to tell them that Ronnie was on his way

Not ready: 'I don't want to see Ron especially with my boyfriend here,' Sammi said in a confessional. 'My heart is in my stomach. My relationship with him was not healthy for bokep me. We broke up in 2015 and bokep I haven't talked to him since. He's the reason I didn't come back in the first place'

'Ron's on his way and porn I cannot change that,' Mike said.

Mike told Sammi and Justin to go out for crot the day and memek that he would handle things with Ronnie. Sammi said that was very thoughtful of him.

Everyone gathered in the suite when Mike walked in and bokeh said 'It is happening' that Ronnie was on his way.

'Who invited him?' Deena said.

Ronnie said in a confessional that he had tried reaching out to the roommates through text messages but they didn't respond.

'I wonder if he even understands why we haven't spoken to him?' Deena said.

'When you get arrested for crot domestic violence you put us in a weird position,' Vinny said.

'Like how could we be okay with that,' Deena said.

No response: Ronnie said in a confessional that he had tried reaching out to the roommates through text messages but they didn't respond

Weird position: 'When you get arrested for memek domestic violence you put us in a weird position,' Vinny said

Pauly said when Ronnie stepped away he thought they all might be asked to step away. 

Mike said he already told Sammi and bokep she was going out with her boyfriend for porn the day.

'Everyone at times can be messy but you don't turn your back on family,' Mike said in a confessional. 'We've got to try to fix this.'

Jersey Shore: memek Family Vacation will return next Thursday on MTV.

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